will someone please pass me a paper bag?

A terrible, horrible, no good, very bad thing has happened. It turns out that the sesa idea I had is not going to work, which would have been fine, because I am ever so clever and had not one but two (!!) extra ideas up my sleeve just in case, only it turns out that I am way less clever than I give myself credit for, because neither of these ideas is going to work either, and now I am in a blind state of panic and all I can come up with are story ideas that have already been written a bazillion and sixty-four times already, and man oh man, I'm so freaked out I'm hyperventilating and I can't even remember how to end a sentence.

It's okay. I know I can do this. I just need to remember how to breathe again.

Oh, fuckety fuck.

new story

In the midst of all my sesa despair, I completely forgot to post the story I have written. This is my Happy Hanukkah story for nonchop .

( Shove )



Many, many thanks to budge (who really needs to get herself a livejournal asap) and callsigns for the beta and encouragement. Feedback welcome either by email to sola_fiamma@yahoo.ca or down below.

Edited June 4, 2010 to add story since website is now defunct.