It's not even so much that I think I'm dumb and boring, because mostly I don't. Well, not dumb, anyway. :) The shyness is kind of like hives; it just pops up and wreaks its unsightly havoc and then fades away. Eventually. While it's here, I don't post because, hello, shy and then when it's gone I don't post because OMG it's been SO LONG since I posted, WHAT DO I SAY??!!? And then I get shy again, so, yeah. More no posting. It's a vicious, vicious circle. Apparently, I'm neurotic as hell. It's a curse.
You SAW them? Oh, man. I've been away from lj (my self-flagellation for not posting is to also not read other people's posts -- which is stupid beyond stupid, of course, because reading other people's posts would no doubt inspire me to post, but whatev, there's just no accounting for some people's asininity -- so I did not know this. I will have to hie myself over and read your commentary. And as for when I am going to start writing MCR, yes, well. I have a story outlined in one of my two billion notebooks, and now I am panicking about how on earth I'm ever going to be able wade my way through all the existing MCR stories to make sure it hasn't already been written by someone else.
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Date: 2006-05-16 04:14 pm (UTC)You SAW them? Oh, man. I've been away from lj (my self-flagellation for not posting is to also not read other people's posts -- which is stupid beyond stupid, of course, because reading other people's posts would no doubt inspire me to post, but whatev, there's just no accounting for some people's asininity -- so I did not know this. I will have to hie myself over and read your commentary. And as for when I am going to start writing MCR, yes, well. I have a story outlined in one of my two billion notebooks, and now I am panicking about how on earth I'm ever going to be able wade my way through all the existing MCR stories to make sure it hasn't already been written by someone else.
Or, I suppose I could always ask someone.
Sometimes it really hurts to live in my head.