will someone please pass me a paper bag?

[solafiamma]

A terrible, horrible, no good, very bad thing has happened. It turns out that the sesa idea I had is not going to work, which would have been fine, because I am ever so clever and had not one but two (!!) extra ideas up my sleeve just in case, only it turns out that I am way less clever than I give myself credit for, because neither of these ideas is going to work either, and now I am in a blind state of panic and all I can come up with are story ideas that have already been written a bazillion and sixty-four times already, and man oh man, I'm so freaked out I'm hyperventilating and I can't even remember how to end a sentence.

It's okay. I know I can do this. I just need to remember how to breathe again.

Oh, fuckety fuck.

Comments

[nonchop.livejournal.com]

It's going to be okay, hon. Email me? And come online when you can.

[sola-fiamma.livejournal.com]

I'll come online in a couple of minutes, but I'll only stay for about five. Get ready to slap me. Hard.

[sola-fiamma.livejournal.com]

Aack!!! AIM won't let me sign on -- it says the AIM service can't be reached. wtf?!

[nonchop.livejournal.com]

Try again? I also have Yahoo Messager. I'm 'nonchopchica' over there.