will someone please pass me a paper bag?

[solafiamma]

A terrible, horrible, no good, very bad thing has happened. It turns out that the sesa idea I had is not going to work, which would have been fine, because I am ever so clever and had not one but two (!!) extra ideas up my sleeve just in case, only it turns out that I am way less clever than I give myself credit for, because neither of these ideas is going to work either, and now I am in a blind state of panic and all I can come up with are story ideas that have already been written a bazillion and sixty-four times already, and man oh man, I'm so freaked out I'm hyperventilating and I can't even remember how to end a sentence.

It's okay. I know I can do this. I just need to remember how to breathe again.

Oh, fuckety fuck.

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[sola-fiamma.livejournal.com]

Yes, she talked me down from ledge yesterday. I was in such a state.

I will pull it off. There's no way I'm bailing on this. I'll be the little engine that could and the brave little toaster all rolled into one hodge podge of determination.